Hello2 every1 ^_^
I thought i'll never had a chance 2 update my blog again...but i was wrong...hehe
Itz been a temptation few months for me...of course there's moment when we fall and arise, there's a moment when we cry and laughs, and there's a moments of happiness and sadness...
For me it all mix up which makes me feel so grateful to have those feeling but dunno y sumthing sadness is more then happiness...i dunno where is it start?? what is the cause?? i juz dun wanna think bout it but it still wif me wherever i go...on the outside i'm totally cool and playful person but in the inside...saying that "Help Me"...but i know God owez wif me to strengthen me so that i can face and solve my problem 1 by 1, step by step or juz like every1 said, " one step at a time ".
Sure i will be heal...juz need 2 take some time...for the past few days, itz been so great that one of my bos in charge me to take a group photographers and doing a article of sabah + in charge of a checklist of student group...itz been great coz itz feels like they know i love to do work like that buttt...
As much as i'm happy wif my work, family and everything i do yet still the pain won't go...y?? then i ask myself what should i do, suddenly an answer came to me yesterday before prayer meeting...i wonder should i go 2nite or not for the prayer meeting...then sum1 said 2 me that you dun have to go if you dun want 2 even my big bro also said that juz take a rest today...hehe...it is true if you go p.meeting you will be heal but me different, by the time i heal; others pain came 2 me...i mean i feel it...then again the voices said in me...maybe you can meditate at home...who knows you might heal bit by bit...so i decide not 2 go and do meditating at home and it does help me...
I think i will keep on meditate until i'm totally heal and can face everything wif positive energy and attitude...Do pray for me kio & surely i'll pray for ya'll 2 ^^
God Bless Every1...
