Planning for New Year Eve ^_^

Hohoho...
2moro is New Year Eve ooody...Weeeeee...

Planning:
Waaa, got the opportunity 2 be Model ooo even though only for 1 hari but still experince maaa 2...haha
Model for Car lgi 2...huhuu + New Year Eve lgi...Weeeeeee

Then after that continue...
BBQ at Joey'z house...Waseh!!!

Sure gonna be an amazing New Year Eve!!!hehe
Juz wait & see lo...

NEW YEAR 2010 ^_^

Yeahhhhhhhhh!!!

1 day 2 go then it is ody 2010...

lotz of thing happen in 2009 but it almost end & let the new year begin with a new hope & wisdom...

Hohoho...
What i wanna do ahhh next year???
hehe...

Sure gonna be a great & full of surprises new year!!!
& itz a year for me 2 turn 21...weeeee ^_^

sooo fast the time pass by...can't believe i'm gonna be 21 ody...hoho

I want a new year that fulll with loveeeee, spontaneous, excitement, memorable & adventure that won't make me give up easily until i get it/ achieve it no matter where i go!!!hehe

Cheerssssssss to 2009 & Welcomeeeeee 2010...weeeeeee ^_^

Sarawak Custom...^_^

Hello Every1...
as ya'll can see the picture above is my 1st try on my own with the help from my lovely brother the Sarawak custom...
We don't exactly know how 2 wear it...i thought wear it like a sarong but actually wear it as a skirt pla...haha
So it our fault lo...kaC uprage sendri 2 Sarawak Custom...
When my brother show this picture 2 his friend...his friend laughing like crazy this coz i wear it in a wrong way...hahaha funny this...
Then i decide 2 come 2 his friends house & ask them 2 teach me how 2 wear it...
After itz done... the result is: haha

Ahhh, this is the result;
This is the right way 2 wear it...huha
But still i prefer the 1st 1 also la...hahaha
Sorry, i didn't mean the 2nd pic is not nice but it is juz an opinion from me...hehe

Have a Blessed Day every1^_^

Great Moment ^_^

I miss this moment...
Totally enjoy this even though therez a lot of mistake but we all do our very best...haha
Hope there will be like this again ^_^

Tiutttttttt!!! ^_^

Look!!they are soooo cuteee??
Don't ya'll agree??? I reallly Loveeee it...
hehe...
Actually all the pic of this animal are separate but i mix it up into 1...
sooo, as u can see thatz the result lo...cuteee this...haha
Loveee it... Loveee it...haha

X'mas Day ^_^

Holla Every1 ^_^

Waseh!! X'mas is around the corner ooo...hehe
I juz can't wait!!

Well...

What is my planning & wish kunun for this year Xmas ya?? haha...
- Go mansau & celebrate with my Bff Friend & for the 1st time i can say we celebrate it with a formal attire...haha coz usually juz casual...hehe
ya'll must be wondering who am i talking about right??haha well, only me know lo :P
- Of coz celebrate Xmas wif my family & relatives...hmm, this year gunno make a bit different...hehe...juz hope evry1 enjoy lo...
- Next iii hope 2 get bf for Xmas!!hahahahaha juz kiddiing...hahaha
well, only god knowz right?? which guy tatz perfect fr me...Waseh!!haha
-Hope all the kids all over the world have a wonderful Xmas this year...
- what else ya??hope iitz gunno be a totally amazing and wonderful Xmas dis year...Hope sooo but if itz nt, then juz enjoy it lo...huha

Wht about ya'll??wht r u up 2 for ur Xmas this year??
Sure gunno be fun also maaa kn...hehe

But whtever it is...I wish ya'll have a Blessed & Amazing Xmas tat fill ya'll with lotz of Lovee!!

And Remember, Christmas isn't Christmas till it Happen in Your Heart ^_^

Meaning...

Hey all ^_^

What do you think LOVE is:

Well, therez a lot & deeppp meaning right...So let me share with ya'll...

L - OYALTY
O - PENNESS
V - ALUABLE
E - EMPATHY

Whereby;
LOVE is love some1 for who they are
LOVE is Support
LOVE is Joy
LOVE is Care
LOVE is Trust
LOVE is Sharing
LOVE is Grateful
LOVE is Forgiveness
LOVE is Faithfulness
LOVE is also a Sadness
LOVE is Understanding
LOVE is some1 thatz owez there for you when you needed them
& mostly LOVE is comez from God ^_^

So every1, share ur LOVE with every1 around ya...by make a sharing, Hugging n etc...sure they will appreciate it ^_^

Have a Blessed Day every1...

Miss You

This song is for every & each person I LOVEEE THE MOST!!!
I MISS YA'LL!!!
Take Care, Hope Ya'll like this Song even though ya'll ody forgotten about me...
Please forgive everything i have done 2 ya'll...
& Hope ya'll like this song...

MISSS & LOVEEE
frm me 2 ya'll...

"The Secret"

Aloha Every1 ^_^
Did ya'll ever watch a movie that call "The Secret"???

This movie is about a teenagers name "Samantha" who always rise in opposition with her parents...
After they move out 2 Boston if I'm not mistaken...
Until she and her mother "Hannah" involve in a car accident...
Everything become differently for "Hannah" as she had 2 live her daughters life coz of her Soul has move in to her daughters body...
From that time, Hannah began to know that her daughter really live in unhappy way by taking drugs, make a tatu and etc...
& she did have a chance to read her daughter diary...
Sooo, in order to make her daughter life more better; she live her life and help out in her study & get 2 know her daughterz friends & etc...
Day by day she began 2 feel exactly what her daughter feel when she was still there with them & why she keep on argue with her parents...
Now Hannah understand it...when she is finally understand it, she having an arguement with her husband dunno what his name ody for acting like a child but she is juz trying 2 understand her daughters life...
Thennn...came 1 night when she & a few friends gather together at her friends house for hang out...her friends take out a drugs and ask her 2 take it juz 2 relax her mind...
At 1st she doesn't want 2 take it but after her friends keep on pursuing her...sooo she decided to take it, for the 1st time in her life she feel very relax & peace at the same time but suddenly her own face appear in front of her until she keepz on screaming & fainted which at the same time makes her friends shock...
The next day...Samantha soul was back in her body but she didn't remember about the accident that she and her mum involve in...she doesn't believe it sooo she call for her mum all over the house until she fainted...
Then Hannah soul back 2 Samantha body the next day after Samantha fainted & it is also the last time for her to spend some time with her husband coz she knows her daughters soul will be back to her own body for gud...
Sooo she spend her last moment with her husband & make a video record for her daughter Samantha juz to give her an advice about her life...
The next morning, Samantha souls back to her own body for gud & remember about the car accident & her dad gave the tape from her mum to Samantha sooo she can watch it...
After watching it,she was sooo... i guess finally her eyes was open by the record from her mum & chance her personality to a new lovely girl,take care of her father & move on her life...

I know from what i tell ya'll; it doesn't touch ya'll at all butt i believe if ya'll watch theee movie then you will...

From this movie I learn that, no matter how strict our parents r to us; itz b'coz they want us to have a better life & the reason y some of the daughter & son keepz on arguing with their parents is b'coz they need attention & understanding from their parents in order for them to live a better & more meaningful life...
Besides, parents also shouldn't be to strict with their own daughter & son in order to avoid this kind of case but to love & support them & give them a good advice which can help them to be a better person...

Sooo every1, Love 1 another has God has Loveee we all...
Have a Blessed Day^_^

Abortion...

Abortion???What do you think about it...
I tell ya'll, For a Women who have Loveee in them will never ever make a Decision to do Abortion!!!
Y!???
Coz there're innocent baby that know nothing what is going on in the world...
So every1 read this Story then ya'll Understand...

Dear Mummy,

I am in Heaven now... I too wanted to be your little girl. I don't quite understand what has happened. I was so excited when I began realizing my existence. I was not in a dark, but a comfortable place. I saw I had fingers and toes. I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping. Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me.

Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you. Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard Daddy yelling back. I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon. I wondered why you cried so much. One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy.

That same day, the most horrible thing happened. A very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in. I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me. Maybe you never heard me. The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming, "Mummy, Mummy, help me please; Mummy, help me." Complete terror is all I felt. I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn't anymore. Then the monster started ripping my arms off. It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain. It didn't stop.

Oh, how I begged it to stop. I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off.

Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying. I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me. I wanted to make all your tears go away. I had so many plans to make you happy. Now I couldn't; all my dreams were shattered. Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heart breaking, above all. I wanted more than anything to be your daughter. No use now, for I was dying a painful death. I could only imagine the terrible things that they had done to you. I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn't know the words you could understand.

And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead. I felt myself rising. I was being carried by an angel into a big beautiful place. I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone. The angel took me away to a wonderful place... Then I was happy. I asked the angel what was the thing that killed me. He answered, "Abortion". I am sorry, for I know how it feels." I don't know what abortion is; I guess that's the name of the monster. I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl. I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live. I had the will, but I couldn't; the monster was too powerful. It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me. It was impossible to live. I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you. I didn't want to die. Also, Mummy, please watch out for that abortion monster. Mummy, I love you and I would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did. Please be careful.

Love,
Your Baby Girl

What ya'll think??

what i can say is that; Love every1 around you including the innocent baby...Please don't juz do sex without thinking the consequence...itz not good...but if it happen 2 you, keep the baby & raise them coz among all things u can have; baby are the most precious to have & cannot be sell...and be gratefull coz not every1 are given the opportunity to have a baby after a several years of marriage...Well,at this moment I'm not judging any1 but juz sharing with ya'll...

So every1, think! & Act Smart Kio...

Have a Blessed Day all ^_^

This Is Beautiful! Try Not To Cry ^_^

I can't say nothing until you read it on your own...
Sooo my Dear Friend this story @ a letter to me will tell ya'll how som1 willing 2 forgive & give each other @ have patient among them no matter what is happening...
Read it, then you understand...

This is Beautiful! Try Not to Cry...

This is beautiful!
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: 'How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?'

The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it.'
Sally said, 'Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care anymore? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?'

The surgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's been transported to the university.'

Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. 'Would you like a lock of his hair?' the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.

The mother said, 'It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else..... 'I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom.' She went on, 'My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else and always wanting to help others if he could.'

Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car.

The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room.

She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them She lay down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.

It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Lying beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The letter said:

'Dear Mom,

I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say 'I Love You'. I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know.

Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD! And guess what, Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'where was He when I needed him?' 'God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children.

Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you... To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I have to give God His pen back now He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm sure the food will be great.

Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore the cancer is all gone.. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery! How about that?

Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.

Sooo again my Dear Friend...What do you think???

I tell Ya'll, everytime i read this story i'll cry coz it was sooo touch...

God is a Loving Person...like what has state in the Bible...

"Loving each other as I has Loveee you"

Sooo Loveee each other no matter what happen, don't ever wait until last minute coz you will be regret...

Have a Blessed Day Every1 ^_^

Entah Esok Masih Ada @ Tiada...

Hello Every1...

Today I wanna Share a Story @ Poem...Not sure what is call but for me it has both...

Sooo i hope ya'll loveee it ^_^

I Present 2 all;

ENTAH ESOK MASIH ADA ATAU TIADA...

SETIAP SAAT KEHIDUPAN INI BERUBAH RUPA

KADANGKALA IA ADALAH TEMPAT BERTEDUH,

KADANGKALA KEHIDUPAN INI ADALAH MATAHARI TERIK

HIDUPLAH DENGAN SEPENUHNYA SETIAP SAAT,

SEMENTARA MASIH ADA MASA

SUSAH MENJUMPAI SESEORANG YANG AKAN MENYINTAI MU

DENGAN SEPENUH HATI

JIKA ADA SESEORANG SEBEGITU…

DIALAH YANG TERBAIK UNTUKMU

PEGANGLAH TANGANNYA…SI BAIK HATI ITU,

ENTAH ESOK MASIH ADA ATAU TIADA

JIKA SESEORANG MEMANGGILMU DENGAN ISYARAT MATA

CUBALAH KAWAL HATIMU, TETAPI IA AKAN TERUS BERDEBAR,

TETAPI FIKIRKANLAH APA YANG ADA DI SAAT INI…KISAH INI

ENTAH ESOK MASIH ADA ATAU TIADA

KAMU SEDANG MENGHALANG KESEDIHAN…

AKU SEDANG MENUNDUK KEPALA…

KAMU SENYAP, AKU PUN SENYAP…

SIAPAKAH YANG AKAN MENASIHATI SIAPA?

SEKARANG KAMI SUDAH BERJAUHAN…PERTEMUAN SEMULA?

ENTAH ESOK MASIH ADA ATAU TIADA

SIAPAKAH YANG MELAHIRKAN MEREKA TUHAN?

SIAPA PULA YANG MEMBAWA MEREKA PERGI?

BENARKAH HATIKU TERLUKA…

TETAPI AKU BERFIKIR…

MENGAPAKAH HATI SEDIH…

MENGAPAKAH MATA BERAIR…

MEMANG INILAH YANG AKAN BERLAKU…

AKHIRNYA…

LUPAKANLAH SAJA PERKARA ITU AKHIRNYA…

HIDUPLAH DENGAN SEPENUHNYA SETIAP SAAT…

SEMENTARA MASIH ADA MASA…

ENTAH ESOK ADA ATAU TIADA…..

'TO BRILLIANT TO BE AN APE’'

Sentuh Hatiku

I Really2 Loveee this Song...
It Touch My Heart & Strength Me...
Dis Song also is very Meaningful...

Thank you God for this Wonderful Song...
Loveee ya Owez^_^

Sing in Rhytms...:P

Food are Great...

Great to eat...

When i saw Food...i wanna eat....

Huhuu, food are sooo Delicious...

Sooo y not Juz finish all ur Money for food...

Itz totally worthy...hehe

Sooo every1... if ya'll go for eat dun forget 2 bring me along yaaa...huhahuha^_^

Have a Great Day...

Juz another Mix Up...hehe

This are a few Dresses tat amaze me...hehe

& I Loveee it ^_^

Lovely right the dress??

I totally love the style &the color...

ooo...i wish i can have a dress like tat & make it as my collection @ maybe wear it somewhere...hehe

Well Have A Great Day Every1^_^

Mum 45th Bday Celebration^_^

Wohoho!!
Today is my lovely Mum Birthday...
Since i'm not a rich person...So i have 2 think of something...
What is the best way for me 2 celebrate her Birthday...
After a few weekz of thinking...finally i figure something...hohoho

I'm sure ya'll wanna know what is it right??hohoho
Well since i never cook something special for her...Y don't i try it...
True @ not...

Sooooo today i ask for half day work until 12...
then i go home n buy everything that needed n prepare everything that need to be cook n then start cooking...huahua
Guess what i take almost 3 hours 2 finish cooking...
huh...
Which mean 1 dish is 1 hour lo...
hahaha
1st time ohhh...

Usually, i can cook 3 dishes within 1 hour...then finish ody...hohoho

Buttt thatz not important...huahua
whatz important is that i cook something special for her + her kek...
I buy 4 different flavour which already has been cut into several pieces n make it as a kek...
The reason y i'm doing that is because:
1. The kek will be a waste if i buy 1kg kek which we all can't finish it since therez only 3 of us n itz only 1 flavour...So itz better lo buy different flavour n combine it 2gether...hehe
2. I would like 2 make it a bit unique birthday kek...hehe


What ya'll think??
Looks wierd right??
buttt
My mumz n all of us like it^_^
Wait...went i look back at the pictz, i juz realize the kek lookz like cross right??
itz juz a bit senget la on the left...hohoho
Niceee ooo...hehe

Sooo every1...
no matter what way ya'll trying 2 do 2 celebrate any1 birthday especially some1 you really love...
Do it with all ur heart n Love...Itz not about how big @ unique the kek u buy for ur love 1 in order for ya 2 show ya love buttt itz ya spirit in you tat determine you to celebrate some1 B'day...
Sooo do it with a sincere heart n don't force ur self if u don't think you wanna do it coz everything you do for tatz special person will show either it is sincere @ not...
Sooo again do it with ur sincere & loving heart oraitz...
Sure the person you love will appreciate it like wat i did for my Mum...hehe
Have a Great Day Every1^_^

Amazinnnggg...

Waseh!!!did ya'll ever go for jogging in Kopungit??

Hohoho...the view was awoseme n itz a good spot for jogging activities...
y is that??

I tell ya'll, it can make ya'll sweat a lot when climbing the hillz...+ we also can stop by and take a rest 2 see an amazing view of airport in the neighbor hood n the sea...hohoho

My bro bring me there 2 take some picz but i can't believe i can easily tired this on my half way go there while my bro still have the energy 2 move on...sooo less of stamina...

huhhh...impressive...hehe

Here are some pic been taken while we were there...
Early morning lagi that we go...hohoho
Very Hottt this but it was such a great exercise for me lo especially with my bro...hehe

Thatz a few picz that i would like 2 share with ya'll...
Hope ya'll like it n have a blessed day...^_^