Remembering ^^

Hello2 every1 ^_^

I thought i'll never had a chance 2 update my blog again...but i was wrong...hehe

Itz been a temptation few months for me...of course there's moment when we fall and arise, there's a moment when we cry and laughs, and there's a moments of happiness and sadness...

For me it all mix up which makes me feel so grateful to have those feeling but dunno y sumthing sadness is more then happiness...i dunno where is it start?? what is the cause?? i juz dun wanna think bout it but it still wif me wherever i go...on the outside i'm totally cool and playful person but in the inside...saying that "Help Me"...but i know God owez wif me to strengthen me so that i can face and solve my problem 1 by 1, step by step or juz like every1 said, " one step at a time ". 

Sure i will be heal...juz need 2 take some time...for the past few days, itz been so great that one of my bos in charge me to take a group photographers and doing a article of sabah + in charge of a checklist of student group...itz been great coz itz feels like they know i love to do work like that buttt...

As much as i'm happy wif my work, family and everything i do yet still the pain won't go...y?? then i ask myself what should i do, suddenly an answer came to me yesterday before prayer meeting...i wonder should i go 2nite or not for the prayer meeting...then sum1 said 2 me that you dun have to go if you dun want 2 even my big bro also said that juz take a rest today...hehe...it is true if  you go p.meeting you will be heal but me different, by the time i heal; others pain came 2 me...i mean i feel it...then again the voices said in me...maybe you can meditate at home...who knows you might heal bit by bit...so i decide not 2 go and do meditating at home and it does help me...

I think i will keep on meditate until i'm totally heal and can face everything wif positive energy and attitude...Do pray for me kio & surely i'll pray for ya'll 2 ^^

God Bless Every1...

Few More Weeks to Go ^_^

Halooo Every1 ^_^

Waaaa, itz been a while ooo i didn't update my blog...

Miz it Soooo Muchhh...hehe

Well, for couples of week; itz been such a hectic, busy, joy week wif a lot of emotions...wuuu

I'm juz sooo Lovinggg itttt ^_^

Can't wait for Penang!!hehe 

Doi, why ba dis suddndly I feel i miz Everythng...huhu...Wondering =.=

But what ever it is, i feel blessed to be surrounded by it...hehe

&

Ooo ya I want to take this opportunity wanna say Congratzzzz to my Bg Bro 'Jeremy' & 'Jaime' who also call as Mr & Mrs Jeremy ody...hehe

Wish both of you Happily Ever After...

To bad there is no pic of both of you...juz wish i can put in my blog  & share it with every1 ^_^

+ i have a very2 great moment at his wedding dinner...wuuu!!hehe

Can't wait for another 1 to go...hehe

Tuk kui, theres so much i wanna Share wif ya'll but i only have sooo little time, so I will try to update my blog whenever i have time...hehe

Have a Blessed Marriage & Day to my Bg Bro & 2 All ^_^

Things Happen for Reason...

For the past few months...

Lotz of things has happen...

But let me share some of the prophecy of God that i get yesterday during prayer meeting...

"My Child, I Have Come To You & Forgive You For What You Have Done...Now, Open Your Heart For The New Perspective Upon Me"

What ya'll think & can reflect from it??

Well for me, what can i reflect from it is that it telling me that it is time for us to change...Get off all the past, bad habit/etc & come back to God & Get to know the Love & Forgiveness that he share upon everyone...if i'm wrong then it is better to reflect it on your own & understand it...who knows you might get the same reflection as me ^_^

Ok now back to my story...hehe...Xp

Like i said lotz & lotz of things happen that we all never expect to happen...

Where should i start ahhh...Hmmm =_=" hehe

Aha!!I know ody where to start... I wanna share about toucher among family/relatives...

Supposed, when our relatives kids stay with us/ adopt his/her child as our child...we supposed take care everything all the needs no matter how poor are we right??

Well in some family/relatives it doesn't work like that...maybe when they wanna adopt/invite only shows their love & promise to take care all the child needs in building their future but after that it intensely change...

They toucher the child like the child were their servants...never send the child to school...if the child haven't finish the work they started they cannot eat & not only that...perhaps the child don't have their own room to sleep instead they been given such as store for them too sleep...it sooo sad...

Every1,is that the way we all should treat children??

& what about Baby??

Why people keep on doing sex but when pregnant they don't want the baby...

What did the baby do until therez people throw the baby away, vacuum,burn it,abortion/etc... 

From what i know, child & baby totally innocence that know nothing &  juz about trying to discover this world but can't believe therez people willing to do such thing...

It Hurt...Totally Hurt...

There're some friend ever share with me that they were sooo regret for what they've done...they feel sooo sinful but i ever tell them...it is true that the feeling was hurt but if ya'll totally sincere don't want to do it anymore then God will forgive you for what ya'll have done...juz don't forget to go for confession,keep on praying to ask for the peacefulness of the baby & live a new life...juz take it as a lesson to build a better family life & when ya'll have kids again especially girls then teach them....so that they don't do the same mistake like what ya'll have do + juz be positive about life ^_^

Well, thatz what i said to them la yang juz suddenly this...tuk kui...but gladly it relax them a bit...

Then they said thank you...then thay also said dunno why they juz suddenly wanna share about it to me even though they juz know me about a week...then i'm kinda weird...they said it seems therez something about me...then i take it as 1 of my ability to help others even though i can't help all but as long i can be their ear & a person for them to ask some advised then i will be there ^_^

Sooo, Think wisely before act, not act then think...

Like what says in the bible also...

Sometimes, God breaks our spirit to save our soul;

Sometimes, He breaks our heart to make us whole;

Sometimes, He sends us pain so we can be stronger;

Sometimes, He sends us failure so we can be humble;

Sometimes, He sends illness us i so we can take better care of ourselves;

&

Sometimes, He takes "EVERYTHING" away from us so we can learn the value of "EVERYTHING" we have ^_^

It is based on true story & not juz created by me...XD

Thatz all for know...2 many...not sure can share all/not...Xp

Hve a Blessed Weekends Every1 ^_^

Moment of Sharing ^_^

Holla Every1 ^_^

Whow!!

For the past few week, it has been...errr...whatz the word oody ya...such a mixs up feeling...indescribably...

   

But itz ok...

Guess what??

I got a New Job Ody...hehe...itz a Travel agent called Amazing Borneo Tours & Event Sdn Bhd...

But before i saw a job opportunity there, i take a oppurtunity to work at Taska/ Nursery where parents owez send their kids there bfore they go for work since nobody take care of them at home as part oof experience for me & preparation 2 become future wife...Xp

Itz has been such an Incredible Moment working there...

Lotz of character shown by all the kids...Tiutttt This...Sometime ya'll find they can be kinda annoying coz 2 naughty & cry a lot but most of the time they all a loving kids & the most important thngs on how 2 take care of them...

But 2 Tell the truth, itz kinda easy 2 take care of babies - 1/2 years old i guess compare to 3 above coz itz kinda hard 2 control them since they already now to think on their own except fr taking care of their rutin la...

 But what ever it is, they all lovely kids...I Loveee & Miss Them...

Same goes with all the staff...they all also lovely especially two of my fren Carol & Helena  including Ika...

They're most lovely fren that owez know to be happy no matter what, owez have sumthing 2 make environmnt surrounding great..."MISS THEM"...Thanks my their fren for all the guidence u gave 2 me ^_^

& Thanks 2 Sis Bennadet who gve me a chance 2 work there eventhough i have no experience in it...But most of all Thenks 2 Sis Jeromie for recommend me the Job ^_^

Loveee It...hehe

Well about my new job,

I started last2 Tuesday 27th April 2010,

So far therez a lotz of thing i need 2 learn but no matter what i will do my best, be optimistic, be patient no matter what & Believe in what i do ^_^

Starting 2mro i will working infront Bos for the whole day 2 rearrange a file...

Well, i guess therez a reason y he wanted me to do it infront of him...

Guide me kio God...Thanki u & GBU 2 me...

+ can u believe, makin kuat makan ooo me...haha...weird...but itz great...hehe

& last week friday my fren Bern,Joachim n Joey Organize a BBQ at Joey's Home juz a gathering among fren since last trip 2 Don Bosco we didnt make it 2 do it there...

Well, in the morning it kinda tense in the office...then around 11 sumthng my fren Joey on9 his msn...sooo i ask him either got alcoholic drinks @ nt during the BBQ coz i said i wanna release tension & have fun...then he said no...by the time he said no...i'm nt sure if i wanna go @ nt...

But i pray 2 god when i decided 2 go for the BBQ at his home after prayer meeting... i hope i have a great nite chit chat with all & guess what i am having a great nitez...haha

I cant believe this...at that time also i feel like all my tension & probz gone this...sooo now i know that, i dun have 2 go for clubbing/drink alcoholic juz 2 forget bout my tension & probz...from what i know...probz & tension will get bigger & never solve...Sooo againz hang out/go for sightseeing/etc with fren is the best solution lo 2 release tension & probz ^_^

Thanks God...

Today also is a "Mother's Day"

2 my dear mum,

Thank you for everythng that u gve 2 me...

When i saw u work hard juz 2 raise us...i can feel the burden u carry...

now mum...i'm working ody...i want too gve a better life for u, dad n bro...

i want 2 prove others that they can't easily take everything from me like what they did 2 u...

I will show them...this is not a revenge but a daughter spirit that determine 2 do anything 2 protect ya'll as my family...

Guide me ya God, I believe i can do it...

B'coz i know u owez by my side no matter what ^_^

 eventhought therez a lot of temptation fr me...with guidance from god i believe i can get through it...Have faith in me kio...

Loveee u Mum no matter what &


 please forgive me for what I've done kio...

God Bless u ^_^

Note 2 God...

This really touch me & i hope it touch ya'll also...
God Bless All

Easter ^_^

BLESSED EASTER EVERY1 ^_^

Wohoho...this year easter start from Holy Thursday...i'm wearing a flowery dress from a small flower 2 a big 1...same like the history of Jesus...He suffered, Then was Died & Finally on the 3rd day he rose again...

Sooo, from the dress that i'm wearing is some kind of symbolic for me shown that today the Christ has Risen!!...Alleluia!!Coz the flower are big...itz pretty you know...hehe

I feel this year Easter is more touching...i dunno know y...but it such a blessed 2 feel like that...Xp

&guess what, dunno y when we were sailing Token Last night Easter Vigil...Sum1 said "You're pretty ok, dun ever said you not" &that person also said "many of the ladies if just pretty but their heart are not pretty then therez no use also"...What the person mean is that if all the ladies only have good looks on the outside & not in the inside / both which mean they're not pretty lo...

Well,every1 appreciate for what you have ,be yourself n Don't ever pretending 2 be sum1 else...

Have a Blessed Easter Every1^_^

Sumthing...

Hello Every1 ^_^

Wow!! itz been a while i never update my Blog...
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Well Just wanna Share a little Something...Xp
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Way a person dress is just to satisfied their self & not 2 please / concerns what others might think about them...

Way a person talk,walk,eat,sit,etc is who they are & not pretending to be sum1 else...Well,y work hard to be others while they can just be their self...
BUT...
 When using some cash, well it is better use it for sumthing reasonable & not unreasonable...
When gather with few friends, it is better to talk something that every1 can Chit chat together rather than something that not...
BESIDE
It is Best to make a Plan in whatever we do...Sooo that we don't lose our track...
AND
 Don't make fool of others @ ya'll be fool by them...
Appreciate all ya'll have & ya'll be appreciate...
Don't Cheated @ ya'll be Cheated...
Respect others & ya'll be respect...
Loveee & Ya'll be Loveee...
Forgive & Ya'll be Forgiven
FINALLY
Always Pray & Be Grateful^_^
Cheeerrrrrrssssssss...

Last CNY..

Whow!!

Therez a lot of thing i wanna share but where 2 start ya...huha ^_^

Hmm, i think i start wif my amazing last Chinese New Year which of coz in chinese way before my Ingkung leave all the thing behind & follow Christ Jesus...Sooo next year i guess we all gunno celebrate CNY according 2 catholic Way ody...Weee ^_^

This year i guess for the 1st time all the Cousin2 gather together except for few people not with us...we all go celebrate CNY a bit far from our ingkung home &  from where we all often go...Sooo i guess we all go for an exploration lo...huha

Everything started from the invitataion of my bro friend Josie 2 her house for CNY at Batu Linting...

Then suddenly sumthing told me why not we all go together since after that we'll planning 2 go 2 the beach also...naaa it would be great right??

& guess what, it is...hehe

Well it wasn't juz great, we also found out that Josie's mum was our dad's friend back in the olden days...we totally surprise u know...huha

So when we go there, we wasn't juz celebrate CNY but at the same time we also get 2 know a bit of our family history which we only know a bit from our dad but now more details by uncle Bunjio...huha

Sooo, let me show some of the pictz that showz we all totally having fun CNY back at our village & CNY at Batu Linting eventhough itz kinda hot...Xp

Ahhh, thatz r some pictz that i upload shown we all having fun...actually therez more but 2 much...sooo i juz choose the best among the best lo...

Have a Blessed Day every1 ^_^

Praise 2 God ^_^

Finally another wish of mine ody came True ^_^

Let me tell ya'll what is it...hehe

Here it is ^_^

Let us Welcome 2 the Family of Christ my Ingkung Augustine who also known as Ajok...

Finally his heart are open for God...

I pray that he will owez be Blessed & Protect from evil & May owez practic Loveee according the way that god has teach upon him...Help him owez ya God...Thank you...

Every1 please pray for Him also ya... 

Loveee ya Ingkung & God Bless ya ^_^

Letting go makes you wealthier ^_^

Wealth is never measured by what you have, but by what you can give away. You are rich with money when you can afford to donate. You are rich with love when you can give love freely. You are rich with God when you can behold your enemy with compassion.

Sumthing About me Xp...

Life 2 Short...

Love Who u Are...

Music Class ^_^

Wohoho!!!

Punya syok this coz got the opportunity to enter a music class again...
Itz been a long time i never been to music class...i think the last is when i was in primary school...after that trus lupa lagi that all the music note...huha

But last Tuesday nite was amazinggg!!!haha
Even though it is actually 2 trainned every1 how 2 sing the psalms & how 2 be a gud vocalist & preparation...but still it is F.O.C juz for us yang btul2 wan't 2 learn la...hehe
If outside mahal that have 2 bayar...huha
Sooo, i feel very grateful lo...hehe

1st day of music class...a bit nervous juga la...haha coz start2 ja music class blajar ckit then trus kena test...
& Unc Neil awal2 bgtau us this...in order 2 become a good vocalist must 1st overcome our fear & must be confident...hoho
Then i was like "Habis la this Sumbang"haha
But it is actually ok this & fun...haha
& every1 were test 2 play the Do Re Mi using piano & sing using 'Laaa'...syok this...
When itz my turn 2 sing 'Laaa'...using minim...haha tinggi this...Dunno y...but gud la i guess...haha

Sooo, it is such a great nite lo...hehe
Have a blessed day every1 ^_^

New Year Eve ^_^

Wohoho!!!

Last night New Year Eve was totally amazing!!!

For "Stomping Sabah"
It is such an honour i guess to model for Mudah. My
Of coz Model attire is 'Sexy'!! as ya'll can c above...hoho
but it is such a great experience for me...haha
Ya'll know, when i was a little kid...i always dreaming of becoming a Model...
but last night...it came true even though not as a professional Model but again i feel sooo bless to get the opportunity to Model...dui prasan dis...haha

Oraitz...
Let me share my experience in becoming 1 Day Model...huha
- When we 1st arrive at Jesselton Point...every1 were staring at us...we was like...tuk kui...huhua
- Lotz of people gave us a good compliment about our outfit especially the copz hat...haha
- Lotz of people taking picture with us even the RTM...hoho i wish i can seee those picture but itz ok...yang penting kmi enjoyyyyy!!!hehe
- Lotz of OMG people also coz when they shake the hand...ewwwww, sooo sweat!!!
I was like...Help me!!! haha
Then i ask Con2 to gave me her left glove...sooo i don't have 2 be sooo geli when shake hand with anybody lo...
- I meet lotz of my friend...& they seemz 2 be shock coz they can't believe i can wear an outfit that sexy like it...huha
But overall it was an amazing moment for me la + kena blanja ice-cream lagi this...hehe but 2 bad we can't go 2 stomping sabah concert since we have 2 rushing 2 joey's house for BBQ & coz my Bro wanna go somewhere...
Sooo,i guess it is still such a great expperience lo...Weeeee!!hehe

For BBQ at Joey's House that organize by Joey, Joachim & Bern...thatz the 1st close invitation by friend 2 me & it was the 1st time also i celebrate New Year Eve with just friend & go home totally late around 3am...huuu
It was fun this...
  & the most funniest thing lagi...My Bro kena saman on New Year Eve on his way to pick us up from the event at Jesselton Point & me don't have house key to get in coz the key is together with the car key...hahaha
I thought i ody take this the key but no pla...haha...sooo tpaksa call my parentz & ask them 2 open the door for me but guess what??
Both of them Tidur Mati ody this...x kena jawab my call...haha
Sooo the solution is, call my bro & t'paksa lo go jumpa him minta kunci...hoho
T'paksa kaC susah Thomas lagi go 2 tanjuung lipat jumpa my bro...
But before we go there...of coz hantar con2 dlu...& she also in the same situation with me but after blik2 try call her family...finally her sis pick up the call & open the gate...Sooo shez quite lucky lo...hehe
Then proceed 2 tanjung Lipat...huha...
well, enjoy juga la coz extra 1 hour mansau2 lagi...haha
Funny this my bro friendz...i go say Happy new year to all of them then 2 of his friendz said they thought i was a 'guy'!!
Then I was like 'what'!!!
hahaha...funny lo...
Ooo lupa it is also My bro GF B'day...Sooo Happy Bday 2 Lucy...
Then we go home lo...I reach home around 4am but sleep around 5am coz have 2 relax my leg in the baldi that fill with hot water...huuu totally hilang this all the pain after standing with hills for a long time at the stomping sabah...but i don't feel regret lo...hehe

I feel soo gratefull...Thanks God for a Wondeful 2009 ^_^
I hope 2010 will be an amazing year for me...hehe