My Unique Life.....Weee^_^

Remembering ^^

2010-10-16T07:58:00.000-07:00

Hello2 every1 ^_^

I thought i'll never had a chance 2 update my blog again...but i was wrong...hehe

Itz been a temptation few months for me...of course there's moment when we fall and arise, there's a moment when we cry and laughs, and there's a moments of happiness and sadness...

For me it all mix up which makes me feel so grateful to have those feeling but dunno y sumthing sadness is more then happiness...i dunno where is it start?? what is the cause?? i juz dun wanna think bout it but it still wif me wherever i go...on the outside i'm totally cool and playful person but in the inside...saying that "Help Me"...but i know God owez wif me to strengthen me so that i can face and solve my problem 1 by 1, step by step or juz like every1 said, " one step at a time ".

Sure i will be heal...juz need 2 take some time...for the past few days, itz been so great that one of my bos in charge me to take a group photographers and doing a article of sabah + in charge of a checklist of student group...itz been great coz itz feels like they know i love to do work like that buttt...

As much as i'm happy wif my work, family and everything i do yet still the pain won't go...y?? then i ask myself what should i do, suddenly an answer came to me yesterday before prayer meeting...i wonder should i go 2nite or not for the prayer meeting...then sum1 said 2 me that you dun have to go if you dun want 2 even my big bro also said that juz take a rest today...hehe...it is true if you go p.meeting you will be heal but me different, by the time i heal; others pain came 2 me...i mean i feel it...then again the voices said in me...maybe you can meditate at home...who knows you might heal bit by bit...so i decide not 2 go and do meditating at home and it does help me...

I think i will keep on meditate until i'm totally heal and can face everything wif positive energy and attitude...Do pray for me kio & surely i'll pray for ya'll 2 ^^

God Bless Every1...

Few More Weeks to Go ^_^

2010-07-28T17:59:00.000-07:00

Halooo Every1 ^_^

Waaaa, itz been a while ooo i didn't update my blog...

Miz it Soooo Muchhh...hehe

Well, for couples of week; itz been such a hectic, busy, joy week wif a lot of emotions...wuuu

I'm juz sooo Lovinggg itttt ^_^

Can't wait for Penang!!hehe

Doi, why ba dis suddndly I feel i miz Everythng...huhu...Wondering =.=

But what ever it is, i feel blessed to be surrounded by it...hehe

Ooo ya I want to take this opportunity wanna say Congratzzzz to my Bg Bro 'Jeremy' & 'Jaime' who also call as Mr & Mrs Jeremy ody...hehe

Wish both of you Happily Ever After...

To bad there is no pic of both of you...juz wish i can put in my blog & share it with every1 ^_^

+ i have a very2 great moment at his wedding dinner...wuuu!!hehe

Can't wait for another 1 to go...hehe

Tuk kui, theres so much i wanna Share wif ya'll but i only have sooo little time, so I will try to update my blog whenever i have time...hehe

Have a Blessed Marriage & Day to my Bg Bro & 2 All ^_^

Things Happen for Reason...

2010-06-05T07:06:00.000-07:00

For the past few months...

Lotz of things has happen...

But let me share some of the prophecy of God that i get yesterday during prayer meeting...

"My Child, I Have Come To You & Forgive You For What You Have Done...Now, Open Your Heart For The New Perspective Upon Me"

What ya'll think & can reflect from it??

Well for me, what can i reflect from it is that it telling me that it is time for us to change...Get off all the past, bad habit/etc & come back to God & Get to know the Love & Forgiveness that he share upon everyone...if i'm wrong then it is better to reflect it on your own & understand it...who knows you might get the same reflection as me ^_^

Ok now back to my story...hehe...Xp

Like i said lotz & lotz of things happen that we all never expect to happen...

Where should i start ahhh...Hmmm =_=" hehe

Aha!!I know ody where to start... I wanna share about toucher among family/relatives...

Supposed, when our relatives kids stay with us/ adopt his/her child as our child...we supposed take care everything all the needs no matter how poor are we right??

Well in some family/relatives it doesn't work like that...maybe when they wanna adopt/invite only shows their love & promise to take care all the child needs in building their future but after that it intensely change...

They toucher the child like the child were their servants...never send the child to school...if the child haven't finish the work they started they cannot eat & not only that...perhaps the child don't have their own room to sleep instead they been given such as store for them too sleep...it sooo sad...

Every1,is that the way we all should treat children??

& what about Baby??

Why people keep on doing sex but when pregnant they don't want the baby...

What did the baby do until therez people throw the baby away, vacuum,burn it,abortion/etc...

From what i know, child & baby totally innocence that know nothing & juz about trying to discover this world but can't believe therez people willing to do such thing...

It Hurt...Totally Hurt...

There're some friend ever share with me that they were sooo regret for what they've done...they feel sooo sinful but i ever tell them...it is true that the feeling was hurt but if ya'll totally sincere don't want to do it anymore then God will forgive you for what ya'll have done...juz don't forget to go for confession,keep on praying to ask for the peacefulness of the baby & live a new life...juz take it as a lesson to build a better family life & when ya'll have kids again especially girls then teach them....so that they don't do the same mistake like what ya'll have do + juz be positive about life ^_^

Well, thatz what i said to them la yang juz suddenly this...tuk kui...but gladly it relax them a bit...

Then they said thank you...then thay also said dunno why they juz suddenly wanna share about it to me even though they juz know me about a week...then i'm kinda weird...they said it seems therez something about me...then i take it as 1 of my ability to help others even though i can't help all but as long i can be their ear & a person for them to ask some advised then i will be there ^_^

Sooo, Think wisely before act, not act then think...

Like what says in the bible also...

Sometimes, God breaks our spirit to save our soul;

Sometimes, He breaks our heart to make us whole;

Sometimes, He sends us pain so we can be stronger;

Sometimes, He sends us failure so we can be humble;

Sometimes, He sends illness us i so we can take better care of ourselves;

Sometimes, He takes "EVERYTHING" away from us so we can learn the value of "EVERYTHING" we have ^_^

It is based on true story & not juz created by me...XD

Thatz all for know...2 many...not sure can share all/not...Xp

Hve a Blessed Weekends Every1 ^_^

Moment of Sharing ^_^

2010-05-09T03:13:00.000-07:00

Holla Every1 ^_^

Whow!!

For the past few week, it has been...errr...whatz the word oody ya...such a mixs up feeling...indescribably...

But itz ok...

Guess what??

I got a New Job Ody...hehe...itz a Travel agent called Amazing Borneo Tours & Event Sdn Bhd...

But before i saw a job opportunity there, i take a oppurtunity to work at Taska/ Nursery where parents owez send their kids there bfore they go for work since nobody take care of them at home as part oof experience for me & preparation 2 become future wife...Xp

Itz has been such an Incredible Moment working there...

Lotz of character shown by all the kids...Tiutttt This...Sometime ya'll find they can be kinda annoying coz 2 naughty & cry a lot but most of the time they all a loving kids & the most important thngs on how 2 take care of them...

But 2 Tell the truth, itz kinda easy 2 take care of babies - 1/2 years old i guess compare to 3 above coz itz kinda hard 2 control them since they already now to think on their own except fr taking care of their rutin la...

But what ever it is, they all lovely kids...I Loveee & Miss Them...

Same goes with all the staff...they all also lovely especially two of my fren Carol & Helena including Ika...

They're most lovely fren that owez know to be happy no matter what, owez have sumthing 2 make environmnt surrounding great..."MISS THEM"...Thanks my their fren for all the guidence u gave 2 me ^_^

& Thanks 2 Sis Bennadet who gve me a chance 2 work there eventhough i have no experience in it...But most of all Thenks 2 Sis Jeromie for recommend me the Job ^_^

Loveee It...hehe

Well about my new job,

I started last2 Tuesday 27th April 2010,

So far therez a lotz of thing i need 2 learn but no matter what i will do my best, be optimistic, be patient no matter what & Believe in what i do ^_^

Starting 2mro i will working infront Bos for the whole day 2 rearrange a file...

Well, i guess therez a reason y he wanted me to do it infront of him...

Guide me kio God...Thanki u & GBU 2 me...

+ can u believe, makin kuat makan ooo me...haha...weird...but itz great...hehe

& last week friday my fren Bern,Joachim n Joey Organize a BBQ at Joey's Home juz a gathering among fren since last trip 2 Don Bosco we didnt make it 2 do it there...

Well, in the morning it kinda tense in the office...then around 11 sumthng my fren Joey on9 his msn...sooo i ask him either got alcoholic drinks @ nt during the BBQ coz i said i wanna release tension & have fun...then he said no...by the time he said no...i'm nt sure if i wanna go @ nt...

But i pray 2 god when i decided 2 go for the BBQ at his home after prayer meeting... i hope i have a great nite chit chat with all & guess what i am having a great nitez...haha

I cant believe this...at that time also i feel like all my tension & probz gone this...sooo now i know that, i dun have 2 go for clubbing/drink alcoholic juz 2 forget bout my tension & probz...from what i know...probz & tension will get bigger & never solve...Sooo againz hang out/go for sightseeing/etc with fren is the best solution lo 2 release tension & probz ^_^

Thanks God...

Today also is a "Mother's Day"

2 my dear mum,

Thank you for everythng that u gve 2 me...

When i saw u work hard juz 2 raise us...i can feel the burden u carry...

now mum...i'm working ody...i want too gve a better life for u, dad n bro...

i want 2 prove others that they can't easily take everything from me like what they did 2 u...

I will show them...this is not a revenge but a daughter spirit that determine 2 do anything 2 protect ya'll as my family...

Guide me ya God, I believe i can do it...

B'coz i know u owez by my side no matter what ^_^

eventhought therez a lot of temptation fr me...with guidance from god i believe i can get through it...Have faith in me kio...

Loveee u Mum no matter what &

please forgive me for what I've done kio...

God Bless u ^_^

Note 2 God...

2010-04-20T09:01:00.000-07:00

This really touch me & i hope it touch ya'll also...
God Bless All

Easter ^_^

2010-04-03T18:23:00.000-07:00

BLESSED EASTER EVERY1 ^_^

Wohoho...this year easter start from Holy Thursday...i'm wearing a flowery dress from a small flower 2 a big 1...same like the history of Jesus...He suffered, Then was Died & Finally on the 3rd day he rose again...

Sooo, from the dress that i'm wearing is some kind of symbolic for me shown that today the Christ has Risen!!...Alleluia!!Coz the flower are big...itz pretty you know...hehe

I feel this year Easter is more touching...i dunno know y...but it such a blessed 2 feel like that...Xp

&guess what, dunno y when we were sailing Token Last night Easter Vigil...Sum1 said "You're pretty ok, dun ever said you not" &that person also said "many of the ladies if just pretty but their heart are not pretty then therez no use also"...What the person mean is that if all the ladies only have good looks on the outside & not in the inside / both which mean they're not pretty lo...

Well,every1 appreciate for what you have ,be yourself n Don't ever pretending 2 be sum1 else...

Have a Blessed Easter Every1^_^

Sumthing...

2010-03-29T07:41:00.000-07:00

Hello Every1 ^_^

Wow!! itz been a while i never update my Blog...
...
Well Just wanna Share a little Something...Xp
...

Way a person dress is just to satisfied their self & not 2 please / concerns what others might think about them...

Way a person talk,walk,eat,sit,etc is who they are & not pretending to be sum1 else...Well,y work hard to be others while they can just be their self...
BUT...
When using some cash, well it is better use it for sumthing reasonable & not unreasonable...
When gather with few friends, it is better to talk something that every1 can Chit chat together rather than something that not...
BESIDE
It is Best to make a Plan in whatever we do...Sooo that we don't lose our track...
AND
Don't make fool of others @ ya'll be fool by them...
Appreciate all ya'll have & ya'll be appreciate...
Don't Cheated @ ya'll be Cheated...
Respect others & ya'll be respect...
Loveee & Ya'll be Loveee...
Forgive & Ya'll be Forgiven
FINALLY
Always Pray & Be Grateful^_^
Cheeerrrrrrssssssss...

Last CNY..

2010-03-27T04:22:00.000-07:00

Whow!!

Therez a lot of thing i wanna share but where 2 start ya...huha ^_^

Hmm, i think i start wif my amazing last Chinese New Year which of coz in chinese way before my Ingkung leave all the thing behind & follow Christ Jesus...Sooo next year i guess we all gunno celebrate CNY according 2 catholic Way ody...Weee ^_^

This year i guess for the 1st time all the Cousin2 gather together except for few people not with us...we all go celebrate CNY a bit far from our ingkung home & from where we all often go...Sooo i guess we all go for an exploration lo...huha

Everything started from the invitataion of my bro friend Josie 2 her house for CNY at Batu Linting...

Then suddenly sumthing told me why not we all go together since after that we'll planning 2 go 2 the beach also...naaa it would be great right??

& guess what, it is...hehe

Well it wasn't juz great, we also found out that Josie's mum was our dad's friend back in the olden days...we totally surprise u know...huha

So when we go there, we wasn't juz celebrate CNY but at the same time we also get 2 know a bit of our family history which we only know a bit from our dad but now more details by uncle Bunjio...huha

Sooo, let me show some of the pictz that showz we all totally having fun CNY back at our village & CNY at Batu Linting eventhough itz kinda hot...Xp

Ahhh, thatz r some pictz that i upload shown we all having fun...actually therez more but 2 much...sooo i juz choose the best among the best lo...

Have a Blessed Day every1 ^_^

Praise 2 God ^_^

2010-03-27T00:46:00.000-07:00

Finally another wish of mine ody came True ^_^

Let me tell ya'll what is it...hehe

Here it is ^_^

Let us Welcome 2 the Family of Christ my Ingkung Augustine who also known as Ajok...

Finally his heart are open for God...

I pray that he will owez be Blessed & Protect from evil & May owez practic Loveee according the way that god has teach upon him...Help him owez ya God...Thank you...

Every1 please pray for Him also ya...

Loveee ya Ingkung & God Bless ya ^_^

Letting go makes you wealthier ^_^

2010-03-26T23:16:00.001-07:00

Wealth is never measured by what you have, but by what you can give away. You are rich with money when you can afford to donate. You are rich with love when you can give love freely. You are rich with God when you can behold your enemy with compassion.

Sumthing About me Xp...

2010-01-08T20:46:00.001-08:00

Life 2 Short...

2010-01-08T20:37:00.000-08:00

Love Who u Are...

2010-01-08T20:35:00.000-08:00

Music Class ^_^

2010-01-07T00:53:00.000-08:00

Wohoho!!!

Punya syok this coz got the opportunity to enter a music class again...
Itz been a long time i never been to music class...i think the last is when i was in primary school...after that trus lupa lagi that all the music note...huha

But last Tuesday nite was amazinggg!!!haha
Even though it is actually 2 trainned every1 how 2 sing the psalms & how 2 be a gud vocalist & preparation...but still it is F.O.C juz for us yang btul2 wan't 2 learn la...hehe
If outside mahal that have 2 bayar...huha
Sooo, i feel very grateful lo...hehe

1st day of music class...a bit nervous juga la...haha coz start2 ja music class blajar ckit then trus kena test...
& Unc Neil awal2 bgtau us this...in order 2 become a good vocalist must 1st overcome our fear & must be confident...hoho
Then i was like "Habis la this Sumbang"haha
But it is actually ok this & fun...haha
& every1 were test 2 play the Do Re Mi using piano & sing using 'Laaa'...syok this...
When itz my turn 2 sing 'Laaa'...using minim...haha tinggi this...Dunno y...but gud la i guess...haha

Sooo, it is such a great nite lo...hehe
Have a blessed day every1 ^_^

New Year Eve ^_^

2010-01-01T06:46:00.000-08:00

Wohoho!!!

Last night New Year Eve was totally amazing!!!

For "Stomping Sabah"
It is such an honour i guess to model for Mudah. My
Of coz Model attire is 'Sexy'!! as ya'll can c above...hoho
but it is such a great experience for me...haha
Ya'll know, when i was a little kid...i always dreaming of becoming a Model...
but last night...it came true even though not as a professional Model but again i feel sooo bless to get the opportunity to Model...dui prasan dis...haha

Oraitz...
Let me share my experience in becoming 1 Day Model...huha
- When we 1st arrive at Jesselton Point...every1 were staring at us...we was like...tuk kui...huhua
- Lotz of people gave us a good compliment about our outfit especially the copz hat...haha
- Lotz of people taking picture with us even the RTM...hoho i wish i can seee those picture but itz ok...yang penting kmi enjoyyyyy!!!hehe
- Lotz of OMG people also coz when they shake the hand...ewwwww, sooo sweat!!!
I was like...Help me!!! haha
Then i ask Con2 to gave me her left glove...sooo i don't have 2 be sooo geli when shake hand with anybody lo...
- I meet lotz of my friend...& they seemz 2 be shock coz they can't believe i can wear an outfit that sexy like it...huha
But overall it was an amazing moment for me la + kena blanja ice-cream lagi this...hehe but 2 bad we can't go 2 stomping sabah concert since we have 2 rushing 2 joey's house for BBQ & coz my Bro wanna go somewhere...
Sooo,i guess it is still such a great expperience lo...Weeeee!!hehe

For BBQ at Joey's House that organize by Joey, Joachim & Bern...thatz the 1st close invitation by friend 2 me & it was the 1st time also i celebrate New Year Eve with just friend & go home totally late around 3am...huuu
It was fun this...
& the most funniest thing lagi...My Bro kena saman on New Year Eve on his way to pick us up from the event at Jesselton Point & me don't have house key to get in coz the key is together with the car key...hahaha
I thought i ody take this the key but no pla...haha...sooo tpaksa call my parentz & ask them 2 open the door for me but guess what??
Both of them Tidur Mati ody this...x kena jawab my call...haha
Sooo the solution is, call my bro & t'paksa lo go jumpa him minta kunci...hoho
T'paksa kaC susah Thomas lagi go 2 tanjuung lipat jumpa my bro...
But before we go there...of coz hantar con2 dlu...& she also in the same situation with me but after blik2 try call her family...finally her sis pick up the call & open the gate...Sooo shez quite lucky lo...hehe
Then proceed 2 tanjung Lipat...huha...
well, enjoy juga la coz extra 1 hour mansau2 lagi...haha
Funny this my bro friendz...i go say Happy new year to all of them then 2 of his friendz said they thought i was a 'guy'!!
Then I was like 'what'!!!
hahaha...funny lo...
Ooo lupa it is also My bro GF B'day...Sooo Happy Bday 2 Lucy...
Then we go home lo...I reach home around 4am but sleep around 5am coz have 2 relax my leg in the baldi that fill with hot water...huuu totally hilang this all the pain after standing with hills for a long time at the stomping sabah...but i don't feel regret lo...hehe

I feel soo gratefull...Thanks God for a Wondeful 2009 ^_^
I hope 2010 will be an amazing year for me...hehe

Planning for New Year Eve ^_^

2009-12-30T03:21:00.000-08:00

Hohoho...
2moro is New Year Eve ooody...Weeeeee...

Planning:
Waaa, got the opportunity 2 be Model ooo even though only for 1 hari but still experince maaa 2...haha
Model for Car lgi 2...huhuu + New Year Eve lgi...Weeeeeee

Then after that continue...
BBQ at Joey'z house...Waseh!!!

Sure gonna be an amazing New Year Eve!!!hehe
Juz wait & see lo...

NEW YEAR 2010 ^_^

2009-12-30T02:19:00.000-08:00

Yeahhhhhhhhh!!!

1 day 2 go then it is ody 2010...

lotz of thing happen in 2009 but it almost end & let the new year begin with a new hope & wisdom...

Hohoho...
What i wanna do ahhh next year???
hehe...

Sure gonna be a great & full of surprises new year!!!
& itz a year for me 2 turn 21...weeeee ^_^

sooo fast the time pass by...can't believe i'm gonna be 21 ody...hoho

I want a new year that fulll with loveeeee, spontaneous, excitement, memorable & adventure that won't make me give up easily until i get it/ achieve it no matter where i go!!!hehe

Cheerssssssss to 2009 & Welcomeeeeee 2010...weeeeeee ^_^

Sarawak Custom...^_^

2009-12-21T06:18:00.000-08:00

Hello Every1...
as ya'll can see the picture above is my 1st try on my own with the help from my lovely brother the Sarawak custom...
We don't exactly know how 2 wear it...i thought wear it like a sarong but actually wear it as a skirt pla...haha
So it our fault lo...kaC uprage sendri 2 Sarawak Custom...
When my brother show this picture 2 his friend...his friend laughing like crazy this coz i wear it in a wrong way...hahaha funny this...
Then i decide 2 come 2 his friends house & ask them 2 teach me how 2 wear it...
After itz done... the result is: haha

Ahhh, this is the result;
This is the right way 2 wear it...huha
But still i prefer the 1st 1 also la...hahaha
Sorry, i didn't mean the 2nd pic is not nice but it is juz an opinion from me...hehe

Have a Blessed Day every1^_^

Great Moment ^_^

2009-12-21T05:57:00.000-08:00

I miss this moment...
Totally enjoy this even though therez a lot of mistake but we all do our very best...haha
Hope there will be like this again ^_^

Tiutttttttt!!! ^_^

2009-12-21T04:46:00.001-08:00

Look!!they are soooo cuteee??
Don't ya'll agree??? I reallly Loveeee it...
hehe...
Actually all the pic of this animal are separate but i mix it up into 1...
sooo, as u can see thatz the result lo...cuteee this...haha
Loveee it... Loveee it...haha

X'mas Day ^_^

2009-12-19T05:08:00.000-08:00

Holla Every1 ^_^

Waseh!! X'mas is around the corner ooo...hehe
I juz can't wait!!

Well...

What is my planning & wish kunun for this year Xmas ya?? haha...
- Go mansau & celebrate with my Bff Friend & for the 1st time i can say we celebrate it with a formal attire...haha coz usually juz casual...hehe
ya'll must be wondering who am i talking about right??haha well, only me know lo :P
- Of coz celebrate Xmas wif my family & relatives...hmm, this year gunno make a bit different...hehe...juz hope evry1 enjoy lo...
- Next iii hope 2 get bf for Xmas!!hahahahaha juz kiddiing...hahaha
well, only god knowz right?? which guy tatz perfect fr me...Waseh!!haha
-Hope all the kids all over the world have a wonderful Xmas this year...
- what else ya??hope iitz gunno be a totally amazing and wonderful Xmas dis year...Hope sooo but if itz nt, then juz enjoy it lo...huha

Wht about ya'll??wht r u up 2 for ur Xmas this year??
Sure gunno be fun also maaa kn...hehe

But whtever it is...I wish ya'll have a Blessed & Amazing Xmas tat fill ya'll with lotz of Lovee!!

And Remember, Christmas isn't Christmas till it Happen in Your Heart ^_^

Meaning...

2009-12-11T00:29:00.000-08:00

Hey all ^_^

What do you think LOVE is:

Well, therez a lot & deeppp meaning right...So let me share with ya'll...

L - OYALTY
O - PENNESS
V - ALUABLE
E - EMPATHY

Whereby;
LOVE is love some1 for who they are
LOVE is Support
LOVE is Joy
LOVE is Care
LOVE is Trust
LOVE is Sharing
LOVE is Grateful
LOVE is Forgiveness
LOVE is Faithfulness
LOVE is also a Sadness
LOVE is Understanding
LOVE is some1 thatz owez there for you when you needed them
& mostly LOVE is comez from God ^_^

So every1, share ur LOVE with every1 around ya...by make a sharing, Hugging n etc...sure they will appreciate it ^_^

Have a Blessed Day every1...

Miss You

2009-11-20T23:24:00.000-08:00

This song is for every & each person I LOVEEE THE MOST!!!
I MISS YA'LL!!!
Take Care, Hope Ya'll like this Song even though ya'll ody forgotten about me...
Please forgive everything i have done 2 ya'll...
& Hope ya'll like this song...

MISSS & LOVEEE
frm me 2 ya'll...

"The Secret"

2009-11-06T00:29:00.000-08:00

Aloha Every1 ^_^
Did ya'll ever watch a movie that call "The Secret"???

This movie is about a teenagers name "Samantha" who always rise in opposition with her parents...
After they move out 2 Boston if I'm not mistaken...
Until she and her mother "Hannah" involve in a car accident...
Everything become differently for "Hannah" as she had 2 live her daughters life coz of her Soul has move in to her daughters body...
From that time, Hannah began to know that her daughter really live in unhappy way by taking drugs, make a tatu and etc...
& she did have a chance to read her daughter diary...
Sooo, in order to make her daughter life more better; she live her life and help out in her study & get 2 know her daughterz friends & etc...
Day by day she began 2 feel exactly what her daughter feel when she was still there with them & why she keep on argue with her parents...
Now Hannah understand it...when she is finally understand it, she having an arguement with her husband dunno what his name ody for acting like a child but she is juz trying 2 understand her daughters life...
Thennn...came 1 night when she & a few friends gather together at her friends house for hang out...her friends take out a drugs and ask her 2 take it juz 2 relax her mind...
At 1st she doesn't want 2 take it but after her friends keep on pursuing her...sooo she decided to take it, for the 1st time in her life she feel very relax & peace at the same time but suddenly her own face appear in front of her until she keepz on screaming & fainted which at the same time makes her friends shock...
The next day...Samantha soul was back in her body but she didn't remember about the accident that she and her mum involve in...she doesn't believe it sooo she call for her mum all over the house until she fainted...
Then Hannah soul back 2 Samantha body the next day after Samantha fainted & it is also the last time for her to spend some time with her husband coz she knows her daughters soul will be back to her own body for gud...
Sooo she spend her last moment with her husband & make a video record for her daughter Samantha juz to give her an advice about her life...
The next morning, Samantha souls back to her own body for gud & remember about the car accident & her dad gave the tape from her mum to Samantha sooo she can watch it...
After watching it,she was sooo... i guess finally her eyes was open by the record from her mum & chance her personality to a new lovely girl,take care of her father & move on her life...

I know from what i tell ya'll; it doesn't touch ya'll at all butt i believe if ya'll watch theee movie then you will...

From this movie I learn that, no matter how strict our parents r to us; itz b'coz they want us to have a better life & the reason y some of the daughter & son keepz on arguing with their parents is b'coz they need attention & understanding from their parents in order for them to live a better & more meaningful life...
Besides, parents also shouldn't be to strict with their own daughter & son in order to avoid this kind of case but to love & support them & give them a good advice which can help them to be a better person...

Sooo every1, Love 1 another has God has Loveee we all...
Have a Blessed Day^_^

Abortion...

2009-11-05T01:15:00.000-08:00

Abortion???What do you think about it...
I tell ya'll, For a Women who have Loveee in them will never ever make a Decision to do Abortion!!!
Y!???
Coz there're innocent baby that know nothing what is going on in the world...
So every1 read this Story then ya'll Understand...

Dear Mummy,

I am in Heavennow... I too wanted to be your little girl. I don't quite understand what has happened. I was so excited when I began realizing my existence. I was not in a dark, but a comfortable place. I saw I had fingers and toes. I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping. Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me.

Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you. Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard Daddy yelling back. I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon. I wondered why you cried so much. One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy.

That same day, the most horrible thing happened. A very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in. I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me. Maybe you never heard me. The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming, "Mummy, Mummy, help me please; Mummy, help me." Complete terror is all I felt. I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn't anymore. Then the monster started ripping my arms off. It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain. It didn't stop.

Oh, how I begged it to stop. I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off.

Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying. I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me. I wanted to make all your tears go away. I had so many plans to make you happy. Now I couldn't; all my dreams were shattered. Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heart breaking, above all. I wanted more than anything to be your daughter. No use now, for I was dying a painful death. I could only imagine the terrible things that they had done to you. I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn't know the words you could understand.

And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead. I felt myself rising. I was being carried by an angel into a big beautiful place. I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone. The angel took me away to a wonderful place... Then I was happy. I asked the angel what was the thing that killed me. He answered, "Abortion". I am sorry, for I know how it feels." I don't know what abortion is; I guess that's the name of the monster. I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl. I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live. I had the will, but I couldn't; the monster was too powerful. It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me. It was impossible to live. I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you. I didn't want to die. Also, Mummy, please watch out for that abortion monster. Mummy, I love you and I would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did. Please be careful.

Love,
Your Baby Girl

What ya'll think??

what i can say is that; Love every1 around you including the innocent baby...Please don't juz do sex without thinking the consequence...itz not good...but if it happen 2 you, keep the baby & raise them coz among all things u can have; baby are the most precious to have & cannot be sell...and be gratefull coz not every1 are given the opportunity to have a baby after a several years of marriage...Well,at this moment I'm not judging any1 but juz sharing with ya'll...

So every1, think! & Act Smart Kio...

Have a Blessed Day all ^_^

This Is Beautiful! Try Not To Cry ^_^

2009-11-05T00:06:00.000-08:00

I can't say nothing until you read it on your own...
Sooo my Dear Friend this story @ a letter to me will tell ya'll how som1 willing 2 forgive & give each other @ have patient among them no matter what is happening...
Read it, then you understand...

This is Beautiful! Try Not to Cry...

This is beautiful!
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: 'How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?'

The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it.'
Sally said, 'Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care anymore? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?'

The surgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's been transported to the university.'

Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. 'Would you like a lock of his hair?' the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.

The mother said, 'It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else..... 'I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom.' She went on, 'My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else and always wanting to help others if he could.'

Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car.

The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room.

She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them She lay down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.

It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Lying beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The letter said:

'Dear Mom,

I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say 'I Love You'. I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know.

Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD! And guess what, Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'where was He when I needed him?' 'God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children.

Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you... To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I have to give God His pen back now He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm sure the food will be great.

Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore the cancer is all gone.. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery! How about that?

Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.

Sooo again my Dear Friend...What do you think???

I tell Ya'll, everytime i read this story i'll cry coz it was sooo touch...

God is a Loving Person...like what has state in the Bible...

"Loving each other as I has Loveee you"

Sooo Loveee each other no matter what happen, don't ever wait until last minute coz you will be regret...

Have a Blessed Day Every1 ^_^

Entah Esok Masih Ada @ Tiada...

2009-11-04T22:36:00.000-08:00

Hello Every1...

Today I wanna Share a Story @ Poem...Not sure what is call but for me it has both...

Sooo i hope ya'll loveee it ^_^

I Present 2 all;

ENTAH ESOK MASIH ADA ATAU TIADA...

SETIAP SAAT KEHIDUPAN INI BERUBAH RUPA

KADANGKALA IA ADALAH TEMPAT BERTEDUH,

KADANGKALA KEHIDUPAN INI ADALAH MATAHARI TERIK

HIDUPLAH DENGAN SEPENUHNYA SETIAP SAAT,

SEMENTARA MASIH ADA MASA

SUSAH MENJUMPAI SESEORANG YANG AKAN MENYINTAI MU

DENGAN SEPENUH HATI

JIKA ADA SESEORANG SEBEGITU…

DIALAH YANG TERBAIK UNTUKMU

PEGANGLAH TANGANNYA…SI BAIK HATI ITU,

ENTAH ESOK MASIH ADA ATAU TIADA

JIKA SESEORANG MEMANGGILMU DENGAN ISYARAT MATA

CUBALAH KAWAL HATIMU, TETAPI IA AKAN TERUS BERDEBAR,

TETAPI FIKIRKANLAH APA YANG ADA DI SAAT INI…KISAH INI

ENTAH ESOK MASIH ADA ATAU TIADA

KAMU SEDANG MENGHALANG KESEDIHAN…

AKU SEDANG MENUNDUK KEPALA…

KAMU SENYAP, AKU PUN SENYAP…

SIAPAKAH YANG AKAN MENASIHATI SIAPA?

SEKARANG KAMI SUDAH BERJAUHAN…PERTEMUAN SEMULA?

ENTAH ESOK MASIH ADA ATAU TIADA

SIAPAKAH YANG MELAHIRKAN MEREKA TUHAN?

SIAPA PULA YANG MEMBAWA MEREKA PERGI?

BENARKAH HATIKU TERLUKA…

TETAPI AKU BERFIKIR…

MENGAPAKAH HATI SEDIH…

MENGAPAKAH MATA BERAIR…

MEMANG INILAH YANG AKAN BERLAKU…

AKHIRNYA…

LUPAKANLAH SAJA PERKARA ITU AKHIRNYA…

HIDUPLAH DENGAN SEPENUHNYA SETIAP SAAT…

SEMENTARA MASIH ADA MASA…

ENTAH ESOK ADA ATAU TIADA…..

'TO BRILLIANT TO BE AN APE’'

Sentuh Hatiku

2009-11-04T08:26:00.001-08:00

I Really2 Loveee this Song...
It Touch My Heart & Strength Me...
Dis Song also is very Meaningful...

Thank you God for this Wonderful Song...
Loveee ya Owez^_^

Sing in Rhytms...:P

2009-10-14T22:43:00.000-07:00

Food are Great...

Great to eat...

When i saw Food...i wanna eat....

Huhuu, food are sooo Delicious...

Sooo y not Juz finish all ur Money for food...

Itz totally worthy...hehe

Sooo every1... if ya'll go for eat dun forget 2 bring me along yaaa...huhahuha^_^

Have a Great Day...

Juz another Mix Up...hehe

2009-10-07T20:58:00.001-07:00

This are a few Dresses tat amaze me...hehe

& I Loveee it ^_^

Lovely right the dress??

I totally love the style &the color...

ooo...i wish i can have a dress like tat & make it as my collection @ maybe wear it somewhere...hehe

Well Have A Great Day Every1^_^

Mum 45th Bday Celebration^_^

2009-09-14T06:03:00.000-07:00

Wohoho!!
Today is my lovely Mum Birthday...
Since i'm not a rich person...So i have 2 think of something...
What is the best way for me 2 celebrate her Birthday...
After a few weekz of thinking...finally i figure something...hohoho

I'm sure ya'll wanna know what is it right??hohoho
Well since i never cook something special for her...Y don't i try it...
True @ not...

Sooooo today i ask for half day work until 12...
then i go home n buy everything that needed n prepare everything that need to be cook n then start cooking...huahua
Guess what i take almost 3 hours 2 finish cooking...
huh...
Which mean 1 dish is 1 hour lo...
hahaha
1st time ohhh...

Usually, i can cook 3 dishes within 1 hour...then finish ody...hohoho

Buttt thatz not important...huahua
whatz important is that i cook something special for her + her kek...
I buy 4 different flavour which already has been cut into several pieces n make it as a kek...
The reason y i'm doing that is because:
1. The kek will be a waste if i buy 1kg kek which we all can't finish it since therez only 3 of us n itz only 1 flavour...So itz better lo buy different flavour n combine it 2gether...hehe
2. I would like 2 make it a bit unique birthday kek...hehe

What ya'll think??
Looks wierd right??
buttt
My mumz n all of us like it^_^
Wait...went i look back at the pictz, i juz realize the kek lookz like cross right??
itz juz a bit senget la on the left...hohoho
Niceee ooo...hehe

Sooo every1...
no matter what way ya'll trying 2 do 2 celebrate any1 birthday especially some1 you really love...
Do it with all ur heart n Love...Itz not about how big @ unique the kek u buy for ur love 1 in order for ya 2 show ya love buttt itz ya spirit in you tat determine you to celebrate some1 B'day...
Sooo do it with a sincere heart n don't force ur self if u don't think you wanna do it coz everything you do for tatz special person will show either it is sincere @ not...
Sooo again do it with ur sincere & loving heart oraitz...
Sure the person you love will appreciate it like wat i did for my Mum...hehe
Have a Great Day Every1^_^

Amazinnnggg...

2009-08-22T02:05:00.000-07:00

Waseh!!!did ya'll ever go for jogging in Kopungit??

Hohoho...the view was awoseme n itz a good spot for jogging activities...
y is that??

I tell ya'll, it can make ya'll sweat a lot when climbing the hillz...+ we also can stop by and take a rest 2 see an amazing view of airport in the neighbor hood n the sea...hohoho

My bro bring me there 2 take some picz but i can't believe i can easily tired this on my half way go there while my bro still have the energy 2 move on...sooo less of stamina...

huhhh...impressive...hehe

Here are some pic been taken while we were there...
Early morning lagi that we go...hohoho
Very Hottt this but it was such a great exercise for me lo especially with my bro...hehe

Thatz a few picz that i would like 2 share with ya'll...
Hope ya'll like it n have a blessed day...^_^

Yeahhh!!!

2009-08-20T03:45:00.000-07:00

Huhuuu!!!
Finally my practical moment has come...

How is it gonna be ya??

I just hope itz gonna be such a great n incredible time for me in pursuing my dream & learning something new...hehe

I remember that my Dad did told me...
'When there is an opportunity, Grab it &don't let it go'

So thatz what i'm doing now...
whenever therez an opportunity for me, i just grab it with an open mind &positive attitude no matter i like it @ not^_^

Sooo what am i trying 2 tell 2 ya'll is that...
Don't be 2 choosy in everything you do coz it will affect u & the people around ya...

Just accept any oppurtunity with an open heart & positive attitude...
Even though u don't like it...take it as a challenge for ya in pursuing ur dream...

Like work??I know itz hard for us 2 get our dream job right??
Sooo y waste time...just accept lo any job which also help u in pursuing ur dream even though not in the way u always wanted...
But if u did get ur dream job the way u want it 2 happen then keep move on until u really achieve ur goal...

& sure u will succeed...hehe

Best of Luck for everyone^_^

Loveeeeee!!

2009-07-23T03:32:00.000-07:00

Isn't Loveeeeeeee is Great??
What ya'll think??

I think love shall be share with every1 around us in any kind of way...
When i think of Love, i think itz Unique!!...
Some1 did told me tat i need 2 share my love with everyone especially my love 1...
Coz i can make them smile...
I wonder how??...xp

He did told me also if we do something with love, positive n open attitude...
Then everyone around us for sure love it n maybe will start appreciate their life more...
Isn't it Great...^_^

Therez something else but i can't remember what is it...
ooo ya...we need 2 explore ourself in any surrounding...so tat we know how 2 share our LOVEEE!!hehe

So everyone...Love 1 another as God Love ya...
n appreciate each moment tat u been through oraitz...
Have a Great n Blessed Day^_^

Beach 3...^_^

2009-06-17T09:33:00.000-07:00

Did ya'll ever go 2 beach 3 at nitez??
Huhuu!!I tell ya, it was awesome this...hehe... 2 me la + some few friend...

When ya'll have time, please feel free 2 go there & take a look...
ya'll also feel the same...hehe

Thatz all i wanna share...hehe
Had a great day^_^

Poemz for all...

2009-06-15T07:53:00.000-07:00

I would like 2 share some of my favourite poemz;
1st Poemz:
"Roses are red,Violet are blue,
everytime I flash the toilet
I remember you..."

"Roses are red,Violet are blue,
If youre' parents said youre' beautiful
they're lying to you..."

"Roses are red,violet are blue,
If God made me beautiful,
What happened to you??

2nd Poemz:
"Guys drink to forget that girl"
While...
"Girls do drink to think back about that Guy"

"When Guys are involve they become poor"
But...
"When girls are involve they become pretty"

"Guys can forget but can't forgive"
"Girls can forgive but can't forget"

"When Guys are heartbroken, They try to forget about it by going out with other girls"
"When Girls are heartbroken, They try to find his character in other guys"

"Guys wish to be her first love"
But...
"Girls always want to be his last love"

Unexpected...:(

2009-06-14T01:43:00.000-07:00

Why is it happen 2 my Uncle...
He doesn't deserve it...It was such a tragedy...
He was a very gud man & friend 2 all...
I was totally shock!! when my father told us about the news during mass...
I feel like my heart beenz taken out...

Why does the man drive his track like that??!
I feel like it wasn't his time 2 go but unexpected situation happen 2 him...
I love him so much even though i'm not very closed 2 him but i can feel the love that he shared with his family & friendz...
Uncle please forgive us if therez something we,ve done that might hurt ya feel...

I pray that may ur soul rest in peace & may ya family have the strength 2 move with their life...it seemz the house would be such a quiet place after you gone...
Dear god please take care of my uncle k coz i know you know whatz best for all of us & you have shown a lot of love & mercy 2 all...Thank you god for everthing you,ve given 2 him...please do take care of him k Jesus...
I pray also we all can forgive the person who make my uncle like that...please pray for us ya god...

& all, please pray for my uncle k...Thank you...

Finally Came True...Huhuu^_^

2009-06-11T02:17:00.000-07:00

Have ya'll ever feel maybe 1 of ya'll dream, the thing that ya'll really really wantz the most @ want 2 do @ etc has finally came true which you really want it 2 be happen @ did it before??
Well...1 of mine ody came true...hehe
ya'll must be wandering right what is it?? Huahua

I was so happy until i wanna share it with all of ya...
Finally i have a chance 2 donate my Blood 2 those who needed it...Huhuuu...
I dunno why it makes me happy...haha
If can get 2 know who will take my blood,i will be proud oo...hehe but as long i can donate...ok ody for me...
Why is it??Hmm...
Coz for the past previous year...I was told that i can't donate my blood coz itz only enough for my own body & 2 skinny...I was totally dissapointed that time...Huahua
But i manage 2 know la what type of Blood do i have...& it is AB type...hehe

So today, while we are having lecture in class...we've been inform that H.E.Q will be using the class beside us for the blood donation...Then suddenly i wanna try for it &with the feel of confident that i can donate my Blood...so i go check for it either i can donate @ not...huahua
When they told me that i can donate,i was totally happy this...cikit menangis...hahaha...tapi x juga la...huahua
But they only take a few of my blood la bout 250ml ka since it was my 1st time & since my weight only 45kg...huahua

Even though i only can donate bout 250ml...i know it will help a few people who needed it the most...hehe
Thank you God for let me share my blood 2 otherz...^_^
I feel totally grateful...hehe

So every1...if you think your body can donate some blood then go & donate it...coz with the help of your blood...a lotz & lotz of innocent life might be safe...So people go for it...don't think about the consequence after you donate your blood juz go for it oraitz...
Cayoo!!hehe

Experience in Medan, Indonesia

2009-06-09T00:32:00.000-07:00

After taking 2 flight...

Finally we all arrive in Medan, Indonesia...
I thought can take some rest ody knu coz tired...huahua
butt i was wrong...our guides doesn't take us 2 hotel but 2 shopping & jalan2 pla...huahua

Our president that incharge for our 4 days 2 nitez trip is Mr Richard ...
& our guides is Mr M...dunno what hez full name...what i know he told us 2 call him Mr M...then ok la...much easier for me la...huahua

It was an amazing trip especcially 2 Graha Maria Annai Velangkanni Church...
Finally i've seen the church with my own eyes...it was amazing...hehe
well, not only that...the 1st time we join their Novena n Mass...for me la, i tell ya all it was a very beautiful novena n mass they make there...
why is it??

Coz all the people there really really come 2 pray...how 2 say ahh??
For novena, therez rosary include...so all of us have 2 kneel & pray the rosary together but the different is...if us here in malaysia la i take...there will be a person who speak half of the pray then we all continue right??

But therez a bit different...they do in the same way la but until Our father then when it comez 2 pray Hail mary otherz wil lead it... i mean it can be anybody ody...itz ody up 2 us who want 2 say it but still otherz have 2 continue the half hail mary also la...itz like not only 1 person leadz it but many...until the rosary finish & they include a song for every mystery finish...

I tell ya'll it was amazing but i never imagine that at that time i would feel all the burden that they carried juz by hearing they said Hail mary...I was in pain that time...i can't even stand up on my own that time until the mass started...every people that said Hail mary,if their burden is heavy i can feel it through my knee & my tears will out automatically that time also...

So, i feel very grateful even though itz hurt la...but i know god wantz me 2 pray for those who needed 2 be pray in order for them 2 move on their life & owez closed 2 god...
But thatz not only what i felt that time...when i closed my eyes coz i try 2 stop from crying but i can't then at that time also i saw some kind of vision about some1 which i don't understand what is it about...but again i know i'll get an answer bout it soon...

So, since therez a lot of picture taken...feel free 2 look at it in my facebook...hehe

So that a bit amazing experince from me...actually therez more but it will take a lotz of time..so i tell my most & totally amazing moment in Graha Maria Annai Velangkanni lo...hehe
So,if ya'll think of going for holiday...don't forget 2 visit Graha Maria Annai Velangkanni kio...hehe

So all, have a great day & appreciate every moment coz you never know what will happen 2morro right??
God Bless ya all^_^
Have a Nice day...hehe

Unduk Ngadau Moment...

2009-06-07T07:50:00.000-07:00

A simple Kaamatan at balai raya but the management quite bad...dui

But ok la i guess even though tired gilaa!! since i'm 1 of the participant for unduk ngadau...haha
Now i know how tired is it gonna be for u 2 look as perfect as otherz in term of dress,make up, speak & the way you present your self...huahua + waiting for our turn...dui penat gila lo...
I feel like my back wanna break into pieces this...duui

Adeh...
How 2 tell ya guys ah??this is my 1st experience in joining Unduk ngadau which make me feel totally tired, funny coz i didn't go for rehearsal last friday but on that day i'm the 1st participant lagi tat come out & introduce myself...hahaha...pa lagi hentam ja la...huahua
& geram lo with the management...huahua

What ya'll think??huahua
Do i got a chance 2 win??huahua
for me ok la but miring ckit pla sarung...haha
Sempat lagi this take picture before go for unduk ngadau...huahua

This is a few picture of kids unduk ngadau...
Tiut kan??hehe
& the winner for kids unduk ngadau is; hehe

A girl that holds num 7 is the winner!!
Congratez...huuu

Ahh, this is a kids body builder...
also tiut tiut...kici kici also got the spirit lo wanna join this...dui gia...
i'm proud of them oo...hehe
for this contest, the winner is;

1 & only big boy among all...adik Rayner ka if i'm not mistaken...hehe

Ahh, this is our entertainer that day...huahua
Father amp; daughter oo like 2 sing...amazing lo...huuu
The father is the winner for Sugondoi 2006 ka & his daughter is the winner for Unduk ngadau 2008...wuawua
Amazing kan them...hehe

Finally itz our turn 2 represent our self infront of everyone...
Adeh!! me lgi the 1st that...huahua
Hentam ja lo...huahua

Cam gila oo...haha
After this round...no body told me therez will be an elimination...
Terkejut this when they announce 2 person is eliminate but still got saguhati lo...huahua
actually therez 10 participant all together but 3 person are not able 2 join for certain2 reason...
So after 2 person eliminate then therez 5 person left...
Adeh, my target is 2 get the last place but move 2 the next round pla...
So i tell myself if i got the 5th place ok ody...coz i'm juz wanna have fun...
buttt...Adeh!!

Ahh, we are the 5 last participant that manage 2 go 2 the next & last round...
Adeh...huahua
which 1 ya'll think gonna be the winner??
Me??of course not...huahua

While waiting for the result 2 be count...
Suddenly this we all been ask 2 dance...Adeh!!
But thank god i ody learn the sazau papar...huahua

So, this year winner unduk ngadau 2009;hehe

Oo ya almost lupa...huahua
This 3 are the judges this year for all 3 contest if i'm not mistaken...maybe la...huahua
What i know they all not from papar la...dunno where they from...huahua
butt scary this coz Garang...hehe

Haha ok ,the winner is;

Participant num 4...huahua
Lawa also maa kan??
I thought participant num 5 gonna win butt 4 pla...huahua

& Me??huahua

Ok la 3rd place...huahua
Hentam hentam pun dapat 3rd place juga...
Lucu this...hahaha
But i feel so grateful also lo coz ada juga elaun momom...haha

This picture taken after kaamatan...huahua
Glad itz finally over...
I can go home & have some rest...huahua
Butt of course need 2 take a long shower 1st...huahua
Melekit badan...Adeh!!haha

Naa, i told ya'll i wanna take shower & rest right...huahua
But take picture 1st with the trophy...huahua

Ahh,this guy was acting like he is the 1 that won the troph...Adeh...haha
2 me he look like a farmer sasat menang trophy this suddenly...huahua
Juz kidding...
What ya'll think??
Doesn't he got the talent 2 be a model knu??haha
Kalah me kan??hehe

This 1 also future Model for Kg Limputong Papar...
Tiut kan...huahua

Country Dance...

2009-05-28T09:30:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a great day...haha
i'm so happy this coz 1 again i had a chance 2 dance a country dance but this time i bring along my bro coz i know he like 2 dance juz like me...huahua + a friend(Joey)...! ahuahua...
so ramai lo kami dance that nite...huahua
Enjoy ooo...huuu!!
Actually this country dance that we join is for our friend sister wedding ceremony & all of us been ask 2 participate n perform 2gether during the wedding...huahua
Cant wait oo...haha
Butt if i'm not mistaken our friend sister wedding is exactly same date for a friend 2 go unduk ngadau but hopefully start at different time la...haha
So after dancing me, my bro, Joey n Jonathan go for late supper!!!huuu...love it!!
i dunno why suddenly i love 2 eat this...haha
Buttt thankz 2 god coz now i don't have any problemz when it come 2 eat time ody...huahua
So everyone, whoever going 2 eat please bring me 2gether with ya'll knu...hahaha

Medan, Indonesia....

2009-05-26T08:37:00.000-07:00

Huuu!!this friday me, my parents except my bro n a few people are going 2 medan for churches trip about 5days until june 3th...
I dunno howz the trip gunno be but i'm sure it will be
an interesting trip...hehe...Can't wait...
but itz 2 bad my bro can't go with us but hopefully he'll be fine
while we're not with him...
So guys please do pray for our journey 2 indonesia kio...hehe
Thanki u^_^

Crazy Moment Acting Like Kids Again...Huahua xp

2009-05-15T00:15:00.000-07:00

This pics taken at beach near Yayasan sabah...
Enjoy oo...hehe

Mixz up Pics...

2009-05-14T23:58:00.000-07:00

This is a mix up pics in 4 different places...
Pics taken in Kundasang, Our kebun in Papar,
Port view Tg Aru &Tg Aru Beach...
Nice kan...hehe

Moroli River,Ranau...

2009-05-14T23:35:00.000-07:00

This is a mix up pics of our trip 2 moroli river, Ranau which
known as a place for those who 1 to have a massage by a real fish
& not a small 1 but a big one...huuu
I tell ya guys, it was an amazing feeling 2 have a massage by those fish...hehe
compare 2 have a massage that given by people amongz us...
For me both type of massage was great but fish massage is 1 of the unique massage 2 be experience...hehe
Why don't ya'll try it...then ya'll know what i mean...hehe

My Lovely Petz^_^

2009-05-14T23:19:00.000-07:00

Tiuttt kann??hehe
They are the most lovely & naughty pets
i ever had which each of them have different skill
in loving their self, us & among them all...
But I loveee them sooo muchhh with all my heart even though sometimes they annoying me...hehe

Pics of Family & Frenz...

2009-05-14T11:20:00.000-07:00

Adui ba...Tiut ba this pics kan...hehe
I love it!!
What ya'll think??
Well, everyone have their own opinion right...huahua
so juz say it...hehe

Kiulu, Tamparuli...

2009-05-14T11:10:00.000-07:00

This pics taken when we collecting data for our assignment in Kiulu...
Enjoy this...hehe
Actually therez more but i only take a few of this pics...huahua

Surprised Bday...

2009-05-14T11:01:00.000-07:00

This is pic taken when all my friend make a surprised Bday for me after class...
The reason why they doo the surprised bday is bcoz my fren did ask me in what way i really want
2 celebrate my bday but never had chance 2 feel it...
so i told her that i never had a surprised bday from my fren...hehe
i'm just saying ba that & didn't really mean it
But i was really surprised that they really make my wish came true...
touch this...even though itz juz a simple surprised bday...hehe
So, i wanna thanks 2 all my fren who made up the surprised especially Mel who really know how 2 trick me bout it
& thanks 2 God for such a Wonderful life that given 2 me^_^

Pics of Me^_^

2009-05-14T10:45:00.000-07:00

Itz soo nice when all different kind faces poss are combine 2gether...huuu

Country Dance!!huhuhu

2009-05-13T08:57:00.000-07:00

Have u guys ever tried a country dance before??i tell ya it was soo amazing & enjoyable lo!!haha
A few hours after our choir practice finished therez a dance practicing at the back of church hall which very fascinating me this...it was totally fun & help 2 released our stress oo...huuu
well it was my 1st time lo trying 2 dance a country dance...huahua...actually i wasn't part of it but i'm juz joining it for fun...hehe
I dunno why when i heard any type of music that are play @ on the air it makes me wanna dance but of course i have 2 control myself la coz if i start 2 dance, i know i am a horrible dancer...haha
You guys should try it...it will make us feel soo great oo...huahua

we were told that they will do a exercise dance:
every Wednesday at 7.30pm
at Stella Maris church back hall
& for those who want @ have any desired 2 learn a country dance then came 2 their practice every Tuesday 6.00pm
& for new dancer + expert dancer(uiseh expert oo!!huahua) every Thursday start at 4.30pm if i'm not mistaken...

I think i wanna join the dance exercises & practice all 3 days...huahua but not sure yet la...haha
So guys you all have 2 try it...& i tell ya, all ya stress will juz disappear & makes you feel like you were given a new life this...huuu
well, thatz how i feel a few hours ago when i joining in the dance...huahua
So 2nite i had a very enjoyable time...hehe...have a blessed day 2 all^_^

A Great Day!!huahua

2009-05-11T03:09:00.000-07:00

Huahua...finally i have a time 2 clean up our house...duui cian terlampau lama terbiar this...haha
No la just kidding...just a bit messy la...thatz why i need 2 clean it up...huhu...enjoy oo...
After finish all the house cleaning...i take a shower then go for shopping all things for our daily use at home...huahua...then after that my dad did ask me 2 send a bunch of bananas at my aunt place 2 sell it...so i take the bananas & place it in the car buttt....
Guess what??i forget 2 take along my car key when i'm out of the house with a heavy bunch of bananas...disappointed leh...haha
Then i start 2 figure out what should i do in order 2 get in the house...so i go 2 the back of our house 2 get in since the key was easy 2 open...huahua happy this coz along my way 2 the back of our house i was accompany by my naughty dog...huahua...can't believe this but therez a bit injured la my leg for trying so hard 2 climb a fence...huahua well itz not a big deal...haha coz i did achieve my mission 2 get in the house & get the car key...huhu
So, i manage 2 get a car key & send the bunch of banana 2 my aunt place & i also did help her 2 sell kuih...huahua
enjoy la even though only for just a while...hehe
Sooo...today was a great day for me even though itz just a simple thing i do...hehe
I feel so grateful^_^

Happy Motherz Day!!

2009-05-10T07:15:00.000-07:00

I wanna wish 2 all the motherz out there a "Happy Motherz Day" especially 2 my beautiful mother who owez on our side no matter what problem had we cause, when we in sick, in sad, in joy and for the love and advice that she had shared with us which help 2 develop me the way i am now...hehe
For me you are the greatest mum of all^_^
Love ya mum!!May god bless ya Owez and fill ya with a lotz of love also...hehe
Have a great day Mum^_^

Holiday Time!!huhuhu

2009-05-10T06:58:00.000-07:00

Finally our exam has over!!huhu...So itz holiday time lo...hehe
finally i can relax my self at home...waseh!!haha
butttt... it doesn't mean i don't have 2 do nothing at home...huahua...
Sooo... i have 2 plan for my holiday....what am i supposed 2 do with my holiday so it will not be such a waste...emm??
haha...i'll figure it out later but what i know, i am going 2 indonesia with my parents for a churches trip at the end of may...hehe
Can't wait lo...they said a big churches was built in there which if i'm not mistaken every part of it have a lot of meaning...so i wanna go & see either itz true @ not...hehe
& hopefully had a time 2 buy some souvenir from there 2...hehe
ooh ya itz 2 bad my bro can't come to indon with us b'coz of his study that avoid him 2 go...hope he'll be fine la while we're in indon...
So thatz all everyone...^_^

Pace Bene,Papar

2009-05-10T06:37:00.000-07:00

Huhuhu...
First time i step my foot at Pace Bene...waseh!!touch leh coz the place was so big this...hehe...
but of course our main reason is not about the place...hehe
we were there for the gathering of a new TPBP and a feedback for the previous Syd in Ranau...
But for the past 3 days 2 night our stay in pace bene...it had been such an amazing experience for me...in fact it was my 1st time 2 get involve in it & also 1st time step on pace bene...hehe
So,overall okay la even though tired, a bit bored but at the same time it was also enjoy...hehe
Thatz all for now...have a great day everyone^_^

Life in the Spirit Seminar(30 April 2009)...huhuhu

2009-04-29T08:40:00.000-07:00

Waseh!! Life in the Spirit Seminar is 2moro...hehe...can't wait lo but itz 2 bad, i only can join for 2moroo lo coz on Friday all the TPBP Youth have 2 go Pace Bene, Papar for the evaluation of SYD & meet new members...Dui:(
I want so bad this 2 join the seminar since i was in form 2 coz the 1st time i join the seminar it touched my heart...soo, i decide if therez another life in the spirit seminar i must join it but i only had 2 join it for 1 day only...
Hopefully i had fun & appreciate it even though for only 1 day & hopefully also all of us had fun while we are in pace bene, papar coz i got the feel like wanna & don't wanna go this...hua2
But for sure God knows what best for me ba that..so i think we all gonna had fun...hehe^_^

M.i.c.e event

2009-04-27T10:59:00.001-07:00

This is the Backdrop for our event...isn't it totally colourful??Waseh!!hehe
In our event there's a lot of program that were made to entertain audience such as dance, lucky draw & more...dance that we include are modern dance, cha cha dance, twist dance, traditional dance & more which takes a lot of time for all of us to prepare for it...huhu...but no matter what happen, we did our very best 2 entertain everyone & 2 achieve our objective...hehe

Hehe....Nice kan this picture??
can u guys believe, i'm in the middle of 2 handsome guy woo...haha
guess what??let me tell sumthing 2 all of ya...well, actually i never take a pic in between of 2 guy before,so i guess this is my first time la knu....hahahaha...
no la, juz kidding...hehe
well, there're my fren...misti la handsome...hehe

This are the final pics that taken before all of us leave the lounge & guess what finally all of us can breath well since the event has over...huhuhu
Ehh, nope...not yet coz we all have 2 go 2 Tsung tsin Hall 2 perform a modern dance for Masiswa cultural nitez ka if i don't mistaken la then after that we can breath well ody...huahua

Guess what??all of this gurlz are the future model of AlmaCrest International college,look at the way they poss...hahaha...
No la, juz Kidding...
Actually this pics taken before we leave for our performance in Tsung Tsin Hall...huahua
sempat lagi this...hehe
But i tell ya'll, it was such a great moment coz every1 enjoy our dance since our dance is the opening dance of the nite...huhu...Happpy!!hehe

On Rehearsal Day....huhuhu

2009-04-27T10:51:00.000-07:00

Nice kan...
This pics been taken using our classmate laptop a day before our M.I.C.E Event...
itz seems that everyone soo excited...huhuhu^_^

Bro 19th Bday on 26th April 09...huhuhu

2009-04-27T10:30:00.001-07:00

Happy Bday 2 my tiut Bro...huahua...
May God owez Bless ya & hope ya succeed in everything...cayoo!!haha^_^
Love ya....huhuhu

Camp at Kawang, Papar

2009-04-20T09:06:00.000-07:00

It was quite fun to go for camp at Kawang eventhough itz quite hot and raining in same day but it was totally beautiful place for me la....huahua....well guys, let me tell ya a bit bout the place,if i don't mistaken kawang is one of the best place for any of u who want 2 preserve the nature and have some relaxing moment...then go to kawang lo...hehe

Doesn't they look like a twins??huhu
but actually they're not...hehe
Pretty lady with pink shirt is our beautiful lecturer Ms Delores & beside her is our beautiful classmate Emilda...hehe^_^

Cian kan them??Have 2 run with small umbrella b'coz of the rain...the rain was so heavy that time until every minute all of us have 2 check our camp 2 make sure we still can sleep in it but we can't coz itz ody weat lo...so all of us have 2 stay in the house which i think itz not a house coz there's no living room & etc except kitchen & a big balcony which happen 2 be our place 2 sleep...huahua

This is the pics that shows everyone juz woke up...huahuahua

Ahh, the house behind us...well,thatz the one i mention about...hehe
we juz taking pics coz the background was nice...hehe

Isn't it beautiful??huhuhu...for me it is^_^
hehe...

This is the last night we all spend our time in Kawang before go back 2 kk the next day...
During that night we all have 2 wear sarung 2 match the theme that chosen by our lecturer Mr Valerian & the theme is 'Malam Seribu Sayang'...huahua

See, itz seemz that everyone is so excited for the enjoyment time 2 start...huhu

Nice kan...bru la da sayang knu...hehe

Nice kan??huuu

Possing for the last day in Kawang...huahua
nicekan especially the girl d tengah....hahahah
Juz kidding...hehe

My Life^_^

2009-04-20T07:30:00.000-07:00

What can i tell about my life yaaa??hehe...still learning how 2 use this Blog...huhu...

Recently everything that happen around me seems crazy, weird, enjoyable and funny at the same time but enjoy ba coz u won't feel bored dis since therez a lot of thing happen around ya....hehe...well, a few days ago was my 20th Bday on saturday 11th of April ^_^...huhuhu....which exactly also Easter Vigil day wooo....huhuhu....i feel sooo grateful^_^...hehe...but as usual at first i thought it will be juz another odinary Bday for me but i was wrong....hua3....
In the morning, as usual first thing first i will check my fon either therez a message for me @ nt....and guess what??my frenz did wishes me but the message that she send 2 me dis time a bit different and funny including my dad...haha....all send me funny, touch and inspired message....huhuhu....then in the evening, i went 2 my college 2 pass my assignment coz i forget 2 pass it on thursday which happen 2 be the deadline for us but what 2 do lo...so i email my lecterur and tell her that i will pass it dis saturday coz the college was close on friday for 'Good Friday celebration' ...but it was also close on saturday...so i thought it was my worse day tat time but i was wrong again....haha...thank god my lecturer told me that i can email her a softcopy of my assignment and send the hardcopy on monday....so, my problemz solve...haha....then in the afternoon my family celebrate my bday at home which i thought itz not gonna happen since everyone is busy but it did happen!!haha...my family did celebrate my bday before we go 2 church coz me & my bro have 2 come early to gave away all the token easter 2 everyone and ask for donation at the same time lo...hehe...enjoy dis...& thatz the first time i join...huhuhu...after finish given away all the token...therez still 1 hour left before the mass start...
So we all gather under Fr house 2 discuss about what 2 do next coz it seems therez not enough candle had been sell, so they plan to go and buy more candle lo....so while waiting for the candle, we all chit chat and taking picture with each other as part of the activity knu....hehe...then suddenly!! they sing appy bday song, at first i just ignore it & keep on chit chat wif frenz coz maybe therez were sumone else bday tat time but then they call my name.... i was so surprised dis coz i never expect they sing it for me under fr house...haha....so i feel so happy, touched and gratfeful at the same time coz i never thought my bday could be that different and unique...hehe...so,during and every minute from the moment the procession of candle until the end of the mass...i feel happy dis 2 sing all the song that had been choosen for the mass & join the mass;what i mean is tat, it doesnt mean i feel sad 2 sing for previous mass;every mass also i feel happy 2 sing along but todayz the happiness is a bit high coz my bday kan....hehe...then after mass while waiting for our briefing that given by our conductor uncle Neil, i thought there will be no one else gonna wish me coz it seems that everyone i know had wish me but again i was wrong coz suddenly our conductor announce 2 everyone to wish me appy bday then they sing me again appy bday song...hahaha...i feel so touch dis and a bit shame la coz other people was watching at us...and eventhough i feel happy but therez 1 thing that makes me weird?? how did my conductor know about my bday ya??huhu...itz totally miracle lo...waaa^_^
Then after that everyone wish me appy bday and appy easter at the same time and i juz wish them appy easter....hehe...memorable dis...i feel like wanna cry dis...duui ba...haha...oo ya, there was dis handsome guy wish me appy easter and bday after mass...wawa...haha...actually i hate him ba but wat 2 do lo just forgive him...hehe...then after mass again, i plan that i wanna jalan coz parents got 2 go somewhere & i'm 20 ody....so jalan lo...at first i plan that i wanna try and go for clubbing for the 1st time but not in the mood and i also wanna go watch movie which also for the 1st time at nite...haha but also no mood....soooo, we go for supper lo....kenyang lagi...haha...i order big burger which i think for 4 people but i share wif 1 of my frenz la...hehe also 1st time lo i eat big burger....but x kenyang dis...huhuhu....but atleast i already try maa the burger...haha....then after tat continue hang out and chit chat at beach...enjoy dis...totally enjoy!!haha...so i feel totally enjoy my bday through all the day la eventhought, well u ody read kan what happen...hehe
So, thatz my story for now...hope u guys enjoy reading it....hehe^_^

Cute kan my Kek??hehe
Kici but still it makes me feel so grateful coz my family did celebrate my bday
eventhough for only a few minute...hehe